1. when i play league, i keep missing cs and failing to dodge stuff that i'd normally react to easily. i'm missing so much fucking shit
2. i thought about why and it's simple. since the game isn't fun, i stopped grinding solo queue, so my mechanics are completely dead. my skill level dropped that much and even just holding the mouse feels awkward now
3. i think i get why people quit league now. it's not just that the game stops being fun, but because it's not fun, you lose the drive to get better. as you distance yourself, that moment eventually hits you: "yeah, i should just quit." now that i've felt that, i don't really have the heart to play anymore