i think i got adc fever T.T (long rambly shitpost)

so i was looking for a duo in solo q the other day and this insanely good player showed up, we duoed for like a week just the two of us and then they disappeared T.T but now my standards are all messed up and i can't even look at average adcs lololol they were so fucking good... i heard their main is master and i seriously have no idea why it wouldn't work out but like everything just didn't match... and they'd dish out damage like crazy even my clueless ass could see it T.T but recently i duoed with a plat-emerald and sob T.T they seem good enough but the game just flows differently and aside from being good their movements just feel clunky? T.T i miss you duo... i think i kinda really like you.... i can't forget your adc plays... T.T only after it ended did i realize it was spring T.T

uh but wait i also have this friend who's a junglerian hamster with master tier on every account? but the feeling was different T.T when me and that friend duo we'd get like 50% winrate but with that adc it was 80%... T.T and we didn't even play that many games could count on one hand....

i guess i'm just a hopeless league girl T.T fuck man i just wanted someone decent so i was looking for duos but whoever came was like 'oh they're kinda good' 'oh nice bus' and that was it no real feel..... i'd never felt like this before T.T give me back my innocence you damn adc... T.T

but T.T they were the best adc i've seen among master players... T.T my personal #1 was a challenger adc i saw before but they were just as awesome T.T ha jinja is this love.... damn this adc fever is so sentimental...fucking hell!-

i couldn't bring myself to say this shit anywhere else so i'm dumping it here T.T