tilted after solo queue

i tried playing Nomergo jungle in flex queue for the first time

i got jungle all of a sudden, so i hurriedly searched up the runes and build in champ select before deciding what to play

then i confidently locked in Nomergo

i'd heard about the level 2 red buff invade< so i tried it, and holy shit, i actually got a kill lmao

our top Talon: this is what Nomergo is all about ~ just as expected the outcome was decided already, go Nomergo

then Katarina and Kayn absolutely shredded me i thought i was our team's sashimi, getting sliced, stabbed, and poked over and over